Break up

I have lost count of the exact break up I had. It could be 5, or it could be 6, lazy to count. I told myself, after breaking up with Hippo, I should just fool around instead of thinking about any relationship.

It was after CNY. But I have decided to break up with him before I came back. Something happened, I was too blunt in my words, he wasn't happy, so do I. (Oh it was about William and I, we posted a picture of us with a baby claiming happy family and so on la.)

I re-evaluated my feeling towards him. I don't see myself thinking of him so often as he did. It could be because I have a day job and he did not. However, if you truly loved someone, would you not think of that person now and then in the day no matter how fucking busy you're?

I felt relieved after the break up. Now I am back into feeling jealous when people say they have bfs and so on, while I kept checking on JackD for potential sex partner. Oh well, that's life anyway. I hope I find my path one day. Meanwhile, I will just fool around, safely.