I did not treat myself well enough emotionally. I have to admit that I missed you badly. We used to share little details about life. We rant to each other on the dining table enjoying rather expensive food (RM7-10/ meal) Now I find it very tough that I have to vent it out here. (A friend of mine warned me not to force-feed my FB friends with my ideology and personal emotion, especially those negative thoughts, so I can only do it here, where only little people know about this blog.) The dear friend of your described me as obnoxious. (I usually asked people if they are still alive or not when they have been quiet for a while. I said okay and nevermind those kinda act-cool words then good night to him.) I cried before I slept looking at the message. Perhaps I am one. I am not a fairy, I am not a god. However, I cried. I believed my emotional strength has once again broken down by opinions and words from others, which is not important at all, when come to think of it.
It is 9:36AM in the morning and I need to make myself cool enough to sell myself to the interviewer. I can't lose this.
Subang guy, please let me hate you, though another side of me understands that you're just going for what you have wanted. And if I am really a good person, I would support you. Good luck dude.
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