I have been one year in an IT training company doing marketing, I don't know if I am being modest or what, I don't see myself excelling doing administrative work when I hold a degree in biomedical science. People say the first job is very important is setting one's career path. My thought has been challenged. Can I proof it wrong?
I went to Novo Nordisk for an interview, things seem to be pretty good. I followed up closely but still, I was not recruited. Next day I received a call from Bayer. Went for the interview but probably I have failed as well because I talked crapped. I was still pretty blunt in answering questions. The entire evening was gloomy and extremely unproductive. I wished I can talk to someone.
I am stressed up. How could I have underperformed? I have been always among the high achievers. I am so afraid that I kept on killing myself.
But come to think of it. It is not too bad after all. As long as I fight for myself, my performance, there will be a way to shine. Like the saying goes, see challenges as opportunities!
However, I have to say that I missed XXX and Subang guy. I don't usually talk about my stuffs to people apart from BF and best friends. I wanted company, I wanted comfort. I can't, but will I die?
Hence, I see this as an opportunities to train myself to be stronger emotionally and physically :) SKP gambateh!
*Half way went out with housemates to cari makan zapfan at Kota Damansara then now I am feeling very happy already :p*
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