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Saturday, 8 September 2012

Hang in there


It has been day 5 we didn’t contact each other. Today I really felt like texting him to explain to him my intention. I nearly did.

He could be sad because I didn’t reply his message. He could be angry with me. Well, he blocked my FB. Does that mean something? Now I lagi have no idea of his where about. Perhaps it will do me good as well, there is no point trying to type his name in the search box anymore.

I wanted to reconnect with him. However, that would not be rational. Once we got reconnected again, history will repeat itself. I will still be jealous and I will feel unrest when he goes out with her. So there is no point doing what kinda reconnection with him.

Plus, perhaps he will text her more, since now there is more empty time slot now. At least she will feel relief when she realizes that I am no longer in touch with him. 

Perhaps he hates me, thus he will need her accompany to heal that wound. When she is more around him, eventually their relationship will build again. 

I will never know if these hypothesis are true or false. As long as I have done my part in preventing further damage, I guess I should be proud of myself? Like I have been saying pretty much recently: we are just living in our mere imagination. I think it will work, however he may not agree with this.

I recalled that in order to wipe out one habit, u just need 1 week time. If that is true, I will occupy myself with stuffs for 2 more days. I will hang in there 

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