After working out, I walked back to the
apartment alone, by the road. It is not that I felt pity about walking alone by
the road, but it won’t happen if I were to still hang around with him. We could
have had dinner together then headed to SS2 Mall; after that he will send me
home; and have some goodbye talk before he leaves.
I missed him occasionally. Before this, I
will text him when it is lunch time and dinner time; in the morning and before
we sleep. Now no more loh. (I saved quite a lot on my cellphone credit and
money.)
Occasionally I also felt sad. It has been
more than one week I have not seen his face. And it has been one full week we
stopped our conversation, though he did text me to tell me how suffering it was
for him. Eventually he gave up when I wasn’t showing that I was sad at all.
Looking on the bright side, he won’t need
to bear with her disappointment as he has “straightened-up” himself. And there
is no need to report to me when he is going with her on the weekends; and I
won’t be feeling jealous when I know about this. He won’t need to entertain a
emo guy because he was just doing what he feels right. He won’t need to take
care of both sides anymore. It will be better for 3 persons I guess.
Signing off, tired, and no longer need to
text anyone before I sleep.
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