As we were doing some frank talk, I discovered something that I was not happy about. It preoccupied me. It affected me.
We are fuck buddies. Previously, he told me that he only fucks with me and his bf and I sort of believed it. Gradually I developed feelings towards him.
He asked if I think if he slept with another friend of mine. Truth only lies with oneself, as I told him. I knew that he is not those kinda person who would tell everything. He is a cunning guy. Anyhow, no answers were given hence I can safe assumed that they have slept. He also admitted that he has slept with others.
I was not happy with. Then I asked myself: why are you feeling jealous? The only explanation is that I wanted to own him, which I can't believe myself feeling so.
I wanted him but I don't think I love him enough to allow him for fuck around with others. Utmost hypocrisy in me. Now I know.
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