After a tug-of-war in decision making, I made a turn and head to the gym. (The piece of peanut butter bread I had in 4:30pm can power me up till 6:30pm. Oh well, may be thanks to the addition of 100 plus into the vending machine menu. Yes, the company's stuffs are provided with free drinks.)
I asked a friend to join me actually. I has been a while since I have any substantial or pleasant empty chat with someone. I was actually bored, felt rather empty.
Went home, have a little humor with the housemates. As I sat down, empty again.
I recalled what a friend told me this- there is fragrant grass anywhere. It is an Chinese idiom, meaning there must be someone for you everywhere and any corner of the world. He asked what is happening to me. I can't answer. Perhaps I am too choosy; or perhaps he never experienced a day when there is no gay guy texting him. Oh well fuck it la.
I guessed I just have to enjoy the serenity for the moment. Perhaps it is a sign, someone will be coming into my life soon. Better stay positive. Blah blah blah.
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