Biology is eat shit and fart. LOL!

Prior to the now I-love-myself mode, my life was in hell as I dwelled in the past. Now I am done with the whole drama, thanks for friends and fellow blogger Calvin Junichuro for their counselling, I am once again a happy single guy.

I am writing this when I am on a bus heading back to Kedah to see a beautiful woman who could have torn her vagina giving birth to a gay son. I sit and think…

We are given or born with life. More than that, we have feelings. Some of us have deep feelings while some just don’t give a damn. I considered myself as the former. I put emotions and values to something easily; that’s why I take long time to recover from a break up where I put value and effort into. (now I just wanted to why I have lost to that guy!!! )

It could have been stupid to be a person like me. I think I am not smart when it comes to relationship. I tend to go way over. 

Now, I am inspired to go backward. Instead of developing too much emotion (I wanna call it the ultra-soul), let’s see ourselves as organism that eat, shit, and fart.

Why I said so? Have you ever lost appetite due to emotional disturbance? I have. Have you ever find it hard to go to bed as you keep thinking about the issue? I have. Have you ever get so much distracted from work because you keep asking why why and why? I have.

Would a chicken choose not to eat because the partner had died? I duno but so far I have not seen any. Would the guppy mourn for the death of a fellow prisoner of the aquarium?

What I am trying to say is: no matter what fucking shit happen. It is important to take care of ourselves. It is sad. But come to think of it. There is no need to be that drama. Life goes on. It just doesn’t worth to destroy ourselves because of the bad experience. We find a way to clear it away, make it harmony, make peace. 

I am currently enjoying my singlehood. I am starting to look for more gay friends to build a strong group. My straight friends adalah kurang powerful. Haha. And I will only fall for somebody whom I really like, attracted from inside. I won’t want to start a relationship when I am not ready or I have little feelings toward that person. 

Hot sexy humorous and charismatic SKP in the making in 2013!

Ps: If you wanted sex, make sure you’re a powerful top to handle a powerful bottom like me. Haha!