When I think of him, I used to be very happy and proud; but then lately, I have turned sorrow and nothing when people asked about my relationship status. I duno how to define it.
He called, but I wasn't in the mood. Perhaps it is because the guys are just in front of me, perhaps my perception towards this whole relationship thingy has changed? I am negative.
I thought treating him like a bf last time was a rather cool decision, dun care lah, just have fun enough lah; mana tau it turned out that I am not. I find myself more attached to him, having expectation towards him, that at least kena call me, need to sweet talk me blah blah. 2 weeks of deficiencies, the bliss left me, I am a changed person when I thought of him, the happy memories are becoming vague and less real. It was like a dream.
Well, lesson learned, never be too attached to anyone too easily. Just to find myself some excuse, I guess he made me get too attached to him ald, I fall in love with him ald. Sigh...
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