In hope for a relaxing Sunday ahead, but ending up feeling tired and alone. Went all the way to Bangi for a friend’s convocation, part-timed as cameraman, said Hi to a few people, back to Bukit Bintang, and finally in my room, dissecting my feelings in front of my 3 years old loyal laptop.
Chun Seong: Congratulations on your convocation! May we fine tuned ourselves and grew stronger on the route of dream-actualization!
Mom and papa: I missed u two! Mom, I missed your cooking that makes me fat; and papa, I missed lecturing you. LOL
Adrian: I missed your smile, your hug, your hand and your innocence.
Siew Wei+ Monping+ Oh Shu Xuan+ Chan Ping Peng: I wanna go crazy with u all!!!
Low Tze Hian+ Blur Blur Jayson+ Simpson: We need some craziness boster!
Eh? Why “angel has fallen, so as the devil” leh? Actually I was feeling so emo and lonely just now, but after doing something in the middle (making a cup of MILO and boiling water) after writing “… my 3 years old loyal laptop…” I managed to auto-pull myself together! Haha, so magically hor?! LOL! Here is how I auto-correct my perception…
1. I was part-timing as photographer for Chun Seong, seeing so many people hugging and congratulating each other, suddenly I felt lonely pulak wor?! (Sei sohai! I should be happy with the bunch of them, and introducing myself to know more people mah, really sohai!!!)
2. Going back alone, felt lonely pulak?! (Sohai! Or else? Since u come alone! Who asked u to come alone! So cannot complain on this!!!)
3. I am all alone and no one wanna be friends with me?! (Sei Sohai! Still not sure on how to explain this, but I am positive about it, that I am really special and unique, and there are not much special and unique people like me. LOL~ So it would just be natural that I dun have those “normal” friends~ LOL * I am not sure how would stranger view on these part, haha… Wondering whether I am some weird guy? Wanna take the risk to know me? LOL~)
SKP signing off with great pleasure, because he wanna push-up his muscles in the gym later! La-la-la~
p/s: Sorry for not updating my blog that often, I got abit busy with my final year project. Still have not get used to the change of schedule and lack of good food to fuel my creativity! Will power up with creativity dimbo sohai spirit 2mrw! Yosh gambateh nei!!!
By SKP, now specialized in histology and slogan-board making! LOL~
(Convo present for Chun Seong, hope that he can make it to the industry and got "red"! Haha)
Being alone sometimes is not necessarily a bad thing. It allows you to approach your inner self much more closer than those moments when you are amid people you know. It makes you think of the happy moments that you spent with your loved ones and your friends. It makes you to ponder on how to become a better SKP.
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