Birthday surprise from the lengzai :-)

This really makes my day, haha!

Such a cute gift from the lengzai (Cantonese dialect for "cute guy") staying 424km away from me:-)

Thanks my dear! I lovey u~

Muah Muah (adapted from Nasi Lemak 2.0~)

To my dear:

Birthday is just a day of remembrance on how my mom screamed and shouted to pop her freaking gay son, which the one you're currently dating at the moment, haha! Plus, my friends know that I will go out alone on that day- to paktor with myself, alone :-)

The drawing of my portrait may not be as impressive as those in Balai Seni Lukis Negara, but it is a form of personal art, someone's signature, and there is no such things as good or bad- though I frequently criticized on others sense of aesthetic in a very cruel way. Hihi~

Love the curvy pony tail. LOL~

But wait!

Dear, you missed out my thick eye browns? How could u?! Haha

And yes, I love and miss u as well!

Hmm... what to do in December leh??? Haha

The angel has fallen, so as the devil… (after that: The angel and devil are working out in the gym happily!)

In hope for a relaxing Sunday ahead, but ending up feeling tired and alone. Went all the way to Bangi for a friend’s convocation, part-timed as cameraman, said Hi to a few people, back to Bukit Bintang, and finally in my room, dissecting my feelings in front of my 3 years old loyal laptop.

Chun Seong: Congratulations on your convocation! May we fine tuned ourselves and grew stronger on the route of dream-actualization!

Mom and papa: I missed u two! Mom, I missed your cooking that makes me fat; and papa, I missed lecturing you. LOL

Adrian: I missed your smile, your hug, your hand and your innocence.

Siew Wei+ Monping+ Oh Shu Xuan+ Chan Ping Peng: I wanna go crazy with u all!!!

Low Tze Hian+ Blur Blur Jayson+ Simpson: We need some craziness boster!

Eh? Why “angel has fallen, so as the devil” leh? Actually I was feeling so emo and lonely just now, but after doing something in the middle (making a cup of MILO and boiling water) after writing “… my 3 years old loyal laptop…” I managed to auto-pull myself together! Haha, so magically hor?! LOL! Here is how I auto-correct my perception…

1. I was part-timing as photographer for Chun Seong, seeing so many people hugging and congratulating each other, suddenly I felt lonely pulak wor?! (Sei sohai! I should be happy with the bunch of them, and introducing myself to know more people mah, really sohai!!!)

2. Going back alone, felt lonely pulak?! (Sohai! Or else? Since u come alone! Who asked u to come alone! So cannot complain on this!!!)

3. I am all alone and no one wanna be friends with me?! (Sei Sohai! Still not sure on how to explain this, but I am positive about it, that I am really special and unique, and there are not much special and unique people like me. LOL~ So it would just be natural that I dun have those “normal” friends~ LOL * I am not sure how would stranger view on these part, haha… Wondering whether I am some weird guy? Wanna take the risk to know me? LOL~)

SKP signing off with great pleasure, because he wanna push-up his muscles in the gym later! La-la-la~

p/s: Sorry for not updating my blog that often, I got abit busy with my final year project. Still have not get used to the change of schedule and lack of good food to fuel my creativity! Will power up with creativity dimbo sohai spirit 2mrw! Yosh gambateh nei!!!

By SKP, now specialized in histology and slogan-board making! LOL~

(Convo present for Chun Seong, hope that he can make it to the industry and got "red"! Haha)

Morning-berak @ Ipoh

Staying at a friend's empty new-bought house, I could not sleep... kinda rare since I thought I could have slept anywhere; perhaps it was due to the soft bed I guess- I am used to sleeping on hard bed since they say the relatively hard surface is good for the spine. (and kinda got scared because it is quite empty... sleeping alone lagi~)

Yesterday we went eating around Ipoh and finally we chatted quite a lot a.k.a. "Chui Sui". I particularly remembered him talking about 2 bimbos chasing after him- kept buzzing him lah, kept sending messages on the phone, make calls lah and everything.

As a gay man who rejected the on-going affection from a girl (the other girl was not as worse as this one), he was pretty disgusted by it.

"I understand that we should not give up easily! Fine... but it was really disgusting! And I have got fed up telling her to back off!"

I did not know whether he noticed my sudden change of emotion- I became quiet and kept  staring at other places... I was thinking about how I have been to Mr. Straight...

Does he find me sei-chin-lan-da? Does he hate me doing this?

My friend was right I guess, when people say NO! It means NO! Keep going on will eventually disgust any person and worse come to worse, un-friend us... Because to that person, we are just pure nuisance.

I have always thought that we should not give up easily and other heart-touching stories to tell, but in reality, perhaps it is not that ideal. Haha~

There is always a balance, which I have always stressed on; but somehow he has made me felt like I failed to execute the balance. But then again, where is the balance? How to measure it? Is there a measurement for it anyway?

My buddy was telling me that he was tired; and this friend said that he was tired of drama and nonsense things; suddenly, I felt tired as well...

Oh well, school is finally gonna resume after today. Instead of making the post-drama sad face, I am just gonna go HAHA with it :-) Plenty to learn from this Ipoh guy, a very special friend indeed!

Gonna go morning-berak liao~