Back in a few weeks ago, when I was sad and kept thinking of all those break-up issue, a bunch of long-abandoned friends come into my life again, or shall I say that I start to notice them again… Somehow I realized I haven’t really spent quality time with them for quite a while already… Seriously, I have no idea how long… perhaps a year I guess although we are course mates.
And seriously I am pretty proud that I have straight friends who are not acting strange towards people like me (PLM instead of PLU? Haha~) On the last beautiful Saturday, we went to swimming in the morning. And fuck! that I still felt that I can get drown in a pool that the water level is around my collar bone~ Shit! I did entertain them by acting like an idiot in the pool, as return to their kind heart in allowing (not asking) me to join. Hehe! Anyhow, the whole decent morning activity took away half my pain :-)
A few days back during the lunch time, I talk about my break-up story with this best friend of mine. Actually I got a bit of issue with him as he is too into his stream of papa Christian and sometimes remind me that I will be burned in hell as I am practicing my gay life wor~ Anyhow, though with a I-am-just-listening-to-your-story face, he did console me after teasing me that I have been fooled by my ex. I am pretty touched in a way that he didn’t boycott or kept away from me all this while even though he is so into his religion (sometimes as I see lah… He kept reading bibles whenever he has time but he say that strayed cats and dogs should be “banished”… Huh?!)
Rewinding back to a few months ago, there is this joke between me and my other best friend (Let just call him Mr. Taekwondo, as he is really into this martial art) that I find it very funny, still.
Me: U guys always like to have sex with big-boobs girls! Why ah? So syok meh? Soft soft geh~
Mr. Taekwondo: Aiya, look who is talking, u mah oso like guys with big chest!
Me: Eh… very true! Hihi~
(Yeah, I like muscular guys~)
I knew that all along, I have been labeled as “the weird guy” most of the time. I shouted Chao Cibai around in Uni; I dyed my hair like a pirated DVD seller in pasar malam; I do not copy complex things from Dr. Chan’s lecture; I do not wear my underwear; I preferred to force myself to eat vege as I don’t feel like killing; and I like to mimic Ash Crimson’s moves from The King Of Fighters. Sampai my family suspected that I have studied and thought too much (which in fact is bullshit) till I become sot-sot dei. I just have a different set of ideas, that’s all. And I called myself gay because I like guys; apart from that, I have no difference that any human being.
What I wanted to highlight here is that, I am really very proud of these bunch of berbulu dan bertanduk straight guys as they see me as the same person as they are. My Uni life would be so dull without them, even though I dared to say that UKM KL campus would be even boring without me! LOL~
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