It's already 2:15AM and I am still awake. Fuck my stubborn ass.
Anyway I digress.
Lately I have been dwelling on the relationship issue. The rich kid has gone back to Alor Setar and I didn't really feel like texting him, unlike initially. I thought I wanna give it a try, but slap myself, my feeling tells that he is not the one because I didn't miss him at all. I mean hanging out with him is fun, but there is something missing there- I did not miss him.
I observed a friend on how he treats his bf. Despite having argument over tiny petty little things, as an ego guy, he would still be the first person to apologize no matter who started the fight. He would give in, only to him. There was once I overheard the conversation after the fight, it was so sweet. Apparently my friend bought breakfast for him, to make up for the bad moment one hour ago. And one important that I found enlightening was the fact that my friend would think of him when he woke up and before he slept, well, subjected to mood as well la.
A quick flash back to my previous relationship, it happened, but there were only two that didn't die of natural death.
Housemates asked me how to tackle a person (they are all straight but they are fine with my sexual preference.) since they knew that I hang out a lot with... ahem... guys. But the fact that I am still single and you're asking me that, failed la bro. LOL.
Again, abit of dry but I am gonna say it again. If one day I managed to bump into someone whom I would like to wake up seeing him on my side and go to bed with him by my side as well. I guess that's the guy I can live with the rest of my life with. On a further note, may be someone whom I can swear at by still, would still prepare breakfast for each other.
"Hei Jude don't make it bad, take a sad song and make it better..." I will wait. I am sure I will get someone. I am positive about it. I will prepare breakfast for him. (What to do, bottom is like that de... Haha!)
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