好久不见 Subang Guy

I woke up on Saturday. Despite months of connection cut-off, he sent me the following song via FB messenger. First, I was happy, may be he missed me, he wanted to see me. On second thought, there must be something that has happened, and so I was right, the CIBAI audit guy has raised an argument with him.

And so he repeated the same thing. He is selfish lah apa lah. I was like (FUCK YOU lah) but I kept it within me. Asking what has happened was just a re-confirmation anyway. Eventually I said that I have done my part and I voiced out my opinion, at the end of the day, it is up to his own choice to whether to keep on cherishing the so-called LOVE. Yeah I sounded harsh.

I don't know, I just have developed a different way perspective of the word LOVE. Okay lah, I mean those kinda LOVE in a long term relationship. To me, I would only walk the path with a person who would resonate towards my affection. There is no point hanging on with someone who find flaws in little things and making the partner goes confused and self-blaming.

To Subang guy, yes, you're selfish, you chose the man you loved and liked the most, foregoing me, the so-called threat to your relationship. I never blamed you for this, I would probably do the same anyway. However, it is yourself to be blamed when you downgraded yourself for some imaginary LOVE. Well, LOVE is imaginary, isn't it? Impress me.

我来到 你的城市
走过你来时的路
想像着 没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独
拿着你 给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天
你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸 挥手寒喧
和你 坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前 只是寒喧
对你说一句
只是说一句
好久不见
拿着你 给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸 挥手寒喧
和你 坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前 只是寒喧
对你说一句　
只是说一句
好久不见