Was bored and tired with the talks and I decided to walk out to get a beer. I swung into 7-11 to look around, settle with chocolate soya milk eventually.
I swung the door opened again. Walked out. And there he was walking towards me with his friend. I tried to avoid by there was no space at all. I just acted cool and gave a HI hand gesture, bottle kept glued to my lips. I refused to open my mouth.
"Tzu Chi ah?" he asked. He must have noticed the logo on the vest. I just nodded. I strode, as well as him. I didn't look back.
Wadafuq! I was thinking of him in the morning and now I see him. I know he goes to Sunday church around the area. After a while, I turned. He walked to the end of the shoplot. I watched. I moved to the road to check out what he was up to. He walked back. He could have seen me. I turned and hurried up to the building again.
I felt very bad. I was waiting for text message.
I was thinking of him again. Wild thoughts running in my head. I tried to do my usual naruto summoning-spirit apa hand-clap. I tried to calm myself. I need to divert my attention. I went to talk to the guy I knew today. Nice guy, but seems to be having unrealistic mindset.
I walked around. I focused on what the sharing in front. My friend told me that there was a pair of troubled spouses. Two volunteers who both knew well them well, approached and tried to give by-stander advice. The kids won't know what was happening at all. It is the matter between the adults. They need to solve it.
Suddenly I thought of the ex gf. Hmm, she could be around. My mind started to rest.
I can't possibly control the situation,. I aint god. Should I try out with the new guy?
The event ended. I chatted with a few volunteers. I smiled, because there was a pretty strong impact from those who smiled around me. They were happy. Why am I feeling sad? After one freaking year already?
Haha. I moved on? Nuh. It gonna stay with me. I just need to stay harmony with it.
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