Report report!

And so HEBI said that he will try to increase my confidence and trust in him when I said that I don't believe him entirely, due to some events that caught me in total surprise; which I think I am naive lah.

Yesterday he went out with his ex-gf for the entire day and he made a few "reports" to me; texting me that he went to Shah Alam to settle the internet termination thingy lah, she was required to be there because the internet thingy was under her name; after that went movie with her because she said she wanted to watch movie; then dinner and then stayed at her house because the CIBAI "AMNO" gathering (which apparently there were 2000 buses there according to MyFM wor... sambutan luar biasa konon according to TV3 news =.=)

He said that he wanna be honest with me, everything. And suddenly I felt like a control-freak. Am I? I didn't ask him to report to me wor, I just told him that I didn't trust him entirely niah. And so he did the reporting, which I found pretty romantic. That he understands my insecurity. Hmm, I need to do the same as well ald :-)

Eventually, I asked him not to report to me already because I find this will be very tiring for him. Why he wanna be bothered with a person who doesn't trust him anyway? And so I told him that I trusted him; since he changed for me, it would be selfish not to do anything equivalent. Thus I choose to trust him; well if people really wanna cheat, there are ways to completely cover lies.

For a guy who take effort to make some changes for u, can agak agak quite good ald lah.

I also told him that it is very important to be honest with his feeling, what he wants. If one day even we got together, then later 3rd party came in and what extra-relationship sex thingy, please do tell me, because i won't wanna be stop anyone from pursuing what he/she wanted. There won't be happiness by force.

Ah... I am still learning and there are lotsa version of definition for life partner and relationship; I mean there are people in OPEN relationship which my promiscuous Ipoh gor gor can't even comprehend and there goes those "Oh let's stay far far away and be quiet so to avoid distraction" blah blah.

If we never step out and try, we will never know :p Let's explore, we will never know what sort of road is awaiting for us in front, but one thing for sure, let's walk with a creative and positive mind.

At the moment, I think wish to be together with a person who cared about my feeling and wanted to stay together with me; and I, too, feel that same :-)

Yes let's bitch about that "AMNO" gathering in Bukit Jalil abit lah:
1."AMNO" needs hired bus to send their "supporter" from various places across the country; people who joined BERSIH went by themselves.
2. "AMNO" people wore those RED shirt, mind you! EVERYONE IS WEARING THE SAME!!! So the question is: Where does the money come from?
3. In a TV3 news report, that Rafidah Iron lady was saying that "AMNO" fight for the all races in Malaysia. Somehow I find that ridiculous...

Thesis!!!