Today... happiness... hang-fuk!!! HEBI (in substitution of XXX, because now ald happy happy liao!) spent more than half day with me!!! We had lunch, then..., chat chat, main main, leg-brush-leg, dinner and CHATIME!!!
*I used to hate CHATIME because I think it is idiotic to pay RM7 for such "water"... then somehow, now it become something to enjoy with him, I literally forgot how much I am paying for such "water"...*
Tiba tiba terserempak dengan lelaki lurus yang I suka masa Form 3 and had VERY weird conversation without actually looking directly at each other, as claimed by HEBI. Something like:
SKP: Woi! Hoi!
Lelaki lurus: Hoi, why you are here?*Then intended to walk away, sort of like keep walking but still answer, that's why I said WEIRD loh!*
SKP: *Walking away ald, but at the end turn around, when I see him turned around as well, I go near him* What you're working here ah? What job?
Lelaki lurus: Working at construction site ah? Wah..
SKP: Ooo... okok. Take care ah... *Lelaki lurus wanna go ald, me also, but before walking away I said to him* You are still that handsome ah!
(He is really SUNNY last time when he mingled with the school paling teruk punya bad boys, which I always stalk them during pendidikan jasmani, wah... those abs... and I was the ketua kelas yang gay... So back in Form 3 was like budak-budak lelaki macho sunny VS. satu budak gay. Wah... But this time he looked abit old and worn out... Sigh...)
OMG! I am abit out of control ald. Hehe! HEBI made me go out of control, not lelaki lurus okay!
Today was pretty effective. I think we managed to wash away the blues and talked in a pretty neutral way, I have been asking him to be honest because there is really no need to hide or fake anything ald.
I always like to utter the word MAKSIAT. So when he was sending me back to hostel, there was a black MYVI parked dekat tepi Tasik Titiwangsa and I said: Nah Nah Nah! MAKSIAT! Haiyo! And he pointed the 2 guys sitting beside the lake. I told him that they could be gay.
Oh sampai ald, outside hostel liao! Thought wanna sit in the car chat chat abit while drinking Matcha Red Bean with him, then think think, aiyo still got that CIBAI TUNEL assay manual belum go through, and he wanted to send the late dinner for his EX-GF (according to him, they have ald decided to break up; which is consistent with the conversation I had with the EX-GF, so I believed!), so mah aiya... bye bye ald lah!
Mana tau before I go out, he said: 我可不可以跟你maksiat一下？
He drew himself near to me and in that split second, we kissed :-)
Mampus! BOOM! CHI KA BOOM! !!!!! Rocket blasting liao! FEW~~~~
Wah... die liao! die liao! I melt ald! Melting.... Macam cannot believe niah! This is like so rare! He rarely come kiss me voluntarily! Mampus! OMG....
Ah... Ah... Ah... HEBI I love you! Not sure what will happen in the future, I don't wanna think like insane and all those fucking assumption! It is tiring, just be happy one day, enjoy one day! Ah.. what am I talking... Gila ald... Hyperammoniemia ald lah.... psychotic.... ah...
*I walked back to my room, smiling... keep saying 我可不可以跟你maksiat一下吗？*
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