Again, I was distracted. Once I flipped opening my notes, I thought of nothing than about relationship matter! I don't know how come my thinking became so damned fucking narrow today! I kept thinking why the heck I am still alone and fucking single, where else others happily yiyap-ing out there! Like so many of them! Like most of those gay bloggers whom I followed... most are not single! E-yew! Can someone spare someone for me?! But still, terms and condition applied!
Inevitably, the whole mind game led me thinking of my ex. The time we spent hugging and doing the most unproductive things in the world without feeling guilty about it. The privilege of having someone to rant about everything under the sun whenever and wherever I am. It was all gone~ Sigh~
HELP ME!!! I'm having withdrawal syndrome! Goodness gracious for I didn't pick up smoking and other unhealthy habits... And now the fucking gym is locked! CIBAI punya CIBAI college!
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