After what I called a mental/ emotional concussion yesterday night,
I created this piece of work for my FB profile picture.
I hate myself.
I am ashamed of myself.
I cannot see anything good within the soul under my skin.
Even when I looked into the mirror. I see a slut!
(Physically I may not be a slut, but it seems mentally, I am one!)
Thus, the idea of joker comes in- the idiotic joker.
And then my mind strayed to the poker cards... the spade and the queen.
Then I was inspired by the up-down-double queen card.
The queen above is scolding LC (Lanciao!!!)
while the queen below is cursing CCB (Chao Cibai!!!)
Well, aren't they the same person?
Could they be duplicates?
A clone of one of another?
Who's the bloody bitch?
BOTH are!
Deep concentration on other matter-in this case, visualizing my mind- can take away the troubling thought, temporarily, which is pretty much of a symptomatic treatment. Yet, still proven to be relieving (Le Chatelier 2011.)
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